Resolution.
So Audry and I had a face-to-face talk today.
We’re going to be friends. She feels horrible about what happened, and several times broke down into tears in front of me. Now considering my previous state, I kinda shocked myself by being as understanding as I was, when I realized something; I’ve stopped being upset about it.
I kinda surprised myself with that, considering how much it was bugging me. But when I actually stood face-to-face with her, I wasn’t angry. Disappointed, yes. But not angry. Part of me really wanted to be, but I really can’t hold a grudge or stay upset with anyone.
So we talked everything over. We’re going to be friends. I immediately felt able to breather easier, and much more at peace. And oddly, the lonely feeling is less strong now. I don’t get it, but I’m not complaining….
11 months ago • Notes