This feeling is creeping in again.
Realized something I had completely forgotten. After BASIC, Alexa has to go to Tech school. That means it’s going to be quite a bit longer until I see her again.
So now here I am, realizing that I made the most emotionally trying choice for a girlfriend. Part of me is wondering if I should’ve just stayed single, but then I know I would’ve made some really bad mistakes by now, and that the only thing keeping me from making stupid mistakes with the fairer sex is the fact that I am indeed taken. While it’s a good thing that I’m being kept from making those mistakes, I still feel like crap right now because she’s halfway across the country, and I won’t be able to see her for quite some time.
Ugh. Why would someone who thrives on physical contact with significant others get themselves into a long-distance relationship?
Gah, I sound like a whiny kid. I’m lucky to have a girl like her, but sometimes I just feel incredibly lonely. I get to hang out with people a decent amount, but it’s not the same. I miss having a hand to hold. I miss the sound of her giggling when I kiss her on the cheek. I miss everything involved physically in a relationship, all because I’m a physical person.
Rambling again. Time to shut up.
1 year ago • Notes