I dunno why all the random thoughts run through my head late at night while I’m work, but they do, so meh.
I’m feeling more and more alone lately. Seems like the only time I see friends besides my roommates are on Sunday nights, and that’s if I make it to the service. It doesn’t help that for the longest time the band was doing a lot of practicing without me for a long time, so when I was finally brought back in, I was completely lost, except for a few older riffs, and even then…
I hate feeling like this, especially since the feeling is twofold. Not only do I feel like I’m forgotten and left out all the time, I feel like I really can’t say anything because that would just make me that whiny kid that invites himself everywhere, and I would rather sit at home bored than be that guy.
I know work prevents me from doing much, but I am ALWAYS the last to hear about anything going on with people that I’ve always considered close friends and will always be willing to confide in. Is it too much to ask to be kept in the loop, when I try to keep you in the loop with my own life?
I feel like there’s only one person reading my tumblr anymore, as you’re the only one who sends any kind of response my direction. I thank you, as even just the offer to listen is comforting.
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