December 2010
7 posts
Past Sorrow.
It’s time. I’m getting past this point of feeling sorry for myself with what happened.
I’m sick of the feeling I get from it.
I’m clean-shaven again. My initial anti-shaving reason was simply because I had stopped caring. I wanted to drive girls away, and the scruff usually does a good job of it.
I may not be ready for a serious emotional relationship yet. But I’m...
Not as well as I seem.
So, it may seem like I’m dealing fairly well with everything that’s happened.
That’s a lie.
I’m drained. I have nothing left emotionally. I gave her everything I had, and now there’s nothing left for myself. And the worst part is, even after giving her all of myself, it wasn’t enough.
I’m taking a trip. I’ll be gone from the 2nd until the 6th,...
Songs to Save the Princess By
In Your Honor - Foo Fighters Sincerely, Ichabod - Project 86 Hammerhead - The Offspring Rise - Disturbed One-Armed Man (Play On) - Project 86 White Knuckles - Alter Bridge Give It All - Rise Against Guarded - Disturbed Untitled Finale - Atreyu Through the Black - Demon Hunter Inches From Life - MxPx My Hero - Foo Fighters Warzone - Framing Hanley Pardon Me - Incubus Faithless - Lostprophets...
So I have two girls that apparently want to do...
When did I become desirable?
Wish I were with you I couldn’t stay Every direction Leads me away Pray for tomorrow But for today All I want is to be home Stand in the mirror You look the same Just lookin’ for shelter From cold and the pain Someone to cover Safe from the rain All I want is to be home Echoes and silence Patience and grace All of these moments I’ll never replace No fear of my heart Absence of...
Some sad joy you take in staying distant, and...
Hello I’ve waited here for you Everlong Tonight I throw myself into And out of the red, out of her head she sang Come down And waste away with me Down with me Slow how You wanted it to be I’m over my head, out of her head she sang And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing...